cant wait until summer

This summer, in June, my family and I are going to be going on yet another cruise! I am so excited they are always the highlight of the summer. On top of that I always seem to feel a lot better in the spring/summer time, then fall and winter. Maybe that is because i do not really like cold weather anyway, ( it makes me cough) One thing that will be happening for the 3rd time is going back to the Texas Children's for another "follow up". I always get so nervous around the time i have to go back in. Just another step closer to a transplant in my mind. If i could change anything about me though, i am not sure i would completely "change" or get rid of my CF. In some ways it makes me who I am. My scars, i wouldn't take away, i would leave my "port" and possibly my tube. (idk about that one though)! Something i would change? being able to breathe full, big breaths just like everyone else! No coughing, no trying to catch my breath. Just breathe. Sadly, I know this will not fully happen until I do get a new set of lungs. I hope more than anything I can hold on to the set God gave me for at least 2 more years! Anyway, back to the vacation;) This ship goes to Atlantis, which is on my top 2 FAVORITE ports to go on a cruise. Not only do they have a beautiful water park and hotel, but the shopping is like heaven. A candy store, Starbucks, and Jomba Juice line the outside area right next to privately docked yachts, which are not to bad to look at i must say:) It also goes to ST. marrtan and ST. thomas. who doesn't love the U.S virgin islands? The water is completely see threw, and the sand looks like its sugar, such a beautiful island. Lastly, the Allure( the cruise ship i am going on) its the biggest cruise ship ever made to date. It looks just like it's sister ship the Oasis, but like 5 feet bigger. Some of my favorite memories are on our cruises over the past 5 years. You get to see so many new things, and meet new people. I honestly can't wait until this year!